The Doll Test
This self hate thing is DEEP
this makes me mad
This is a compilation of doll tests featuring children of many races.
This is so fucking important
So sad, I hope one day this changes but unfortunately it’s going to take many generations from now
Wow this is sad
This is so heartbreaking.
This week has been very eventful, getting over the norovirus & then I had a cold after that,
this morning Alexx woke at 6am.. My mum did a night shift so she was sleeping or trying, I’d nearly got him to sleep, we we’re snuggled in his travel cot (I’m still amazed I fit lol) after Alexx realising Dean was asleep in bed then dean turned over & that was it Alexx screamed & struggled so we’ve been up ever since.. By now, I’m used to random waking times in the morning & my body seems to adjust ok..
I’m still not 100% over the virus, my eating is terrible, I’ve lost nearly 2 stone, don’t get me wrong I needed to lose it anyways but I still feel a little fragile & hunger doesn’t hit me until last minute.
Viruses are nasty things! Especially when your a parent, before your a parent you take as long as you need don’t you? Not as a mum, you have to adapt quickly & get on with it.
Remind me to not do that again for another year! He didn’t want to stop despite using all paint up.. cleaning him was pure hell BUT it was wonderful seeing him use a paintbrush & focussing on the paint & clay :) I highly recommend it (maybe just in your garden hehehe) plus is beautiful Alexx & I’ll keep it always!! :D
So I had the norovirus… Well me & the hub had it.. We’re getting over it now & are just a little fragile now, my dad had to come collect Alexx because we could barely look after ourselves let alone a very active happy toddler.
So now we’re off to go see Alexx and spend time with my family! Apparently they’ve had a bad night with him.
I miss my baby so so so so so much soon as I’m at my mum & dads I’m running to him :)